BG LeBen
free story sample
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understand your unique soul power
'I'm A Gay Mermaid'
very short story/
questionnaire
mature themes
Feel your soul.
Discover more of yourself by revealing your absolutely individual 'soul-animal-situation.'
Be honest when answering the questions - lying to yourself is monumentally stupid.
Answer the six soul questions from your soul - illuminate your sky.
Sources:
India – An old man under a very big tree.
Bali – Magic mushrooms + vodka + a hooker or two and a swimming pool.
Welcome
This story is about you, the reader.
Understand your utterly unique ‘animal strength,’ simply by answering ‘Six Soul Questions’ honestly and quickly.
The book is short, because your personal answers are the purpose of the story.
The quiz is a fun, spiritual exploration of who you really are.Inside of you there are special and unique energies which can be realized, and then gradually and powerfully enlarged. Start this journey by interacting with this short story.
It’s all about the freedom of touching and relishing yourself. You will be surprised at the power of the story, and how revealing the interactions can be. Don’t think too much, just let it flow.
You might be thrilled at who you can ‘twin flame’ attract in real life with this knowledge – animal power is infinitely exciting.
To interact with the story, you will need something to write on before you start reading. When one of the ‘Six Soul Questions’ are asked, please write down the truth and write down your answer quickly.
Most importantly, enjoy.
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From the Author.
Hi, thanks for your interest in this little story. This story is a game, a game that you play inside of the actual story. I had a lot of fun writing it, the only difficult part was keeping it short and snappy.
You can read and answer the questions alone, or with somebody else, but, be prepared for an argument, or some hot fun, or maybe both.
For some reason, it really is possible to discover a LOT about yourself inside of this short story. I don’t really know why it works – it just does.
Get creative with your answers to the ‘Six Soul Questions,’ and enjoy a fresh, surprisingly powerful ‘you.’
Please enjoy your interaction with the story, you really will learn something about yourself.
BG LeBen.
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From the Author’s Mother.
“It’s a stupid story – I didn’t understand it… my son is an idiot. I just like ‘normal’ stories about ‘normal’ things. What is all this talk about the soul? The spirit? I don’t need spirituality! Thankfully… it was short.”
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We begin.
Six Soul Questions
Six burning seduction candles reflect six hundred.
A plain bare-wood floor, walls of mirrors clash and smash the women laying down, bathed in light, smiling, surrounded by fire glass.
While she lights the final candle, I want to know who you really are, I want to slide into your… spirit, the black woman asks the white woman, surrounded by mirrors reflecting more mirrors, surprising shapes and sizes on every bedroom wall, you are my hero, you are my future…
Listening carefully, the white woman’s face glows, You must be your own, hero to the future, yes?
The black woman stays silent.
Ohhhh, your bedroom has no ceiling, just stars, the white woman gasps, her back sinking lower into the mattress, a moist smile looking towards the black woman, that’s impossible, by the way, her fingers roll a Buddhist symbol, a jade charm hanging from her neck, going deeper into me, nobody has ever, ever, slid into my spirit.
Really? the black woman replies, well, I know how to go inside of you, deeper than any man ever has… perhaps, perfect teeth shine from her candle-lit mouth, red tongue desire looks over the thick, white cotton bed-sheets flashing candle yellow, tiny breaths from stars and spirits flicker high.
Laying bare, the white woman’s eyes glow from stars piercing deep into pupils, Ok then, I trust you… go on, go inside, her eyes tunnel, desperately trying to touch, to reach.
Turning slowly, duck-down comfort warms the futon mattress recklessly placed in the middle of the room. The white woman’s back relaxes, legs opening slightly, arms and hands rolling out, surrender-starlight above watching and tasting everything with a heavenly lick.
Flicking with joy-light on the black woman’s back, hundreds of reflected candles wash through her body and eyes, sliding onto the futon, rolling to her back, copying the white woman’s body language, her back, her arms, her legs, Are you ready?
Yes.
We need to play a game, it’s six, soul questions, with a twist… she smiles, it’s nice to have you beside me, at last, she giggles, so close to each other on the bed.
No skin touches, her face turns, What’s the twist?
Wait! Hahahaha, we must look up at the stars, we can’t look at each other, stare up, up! Up! Up!
Up! Up! Up! the white woman replies feeling silky, what’s the fucking twist?
Ahhhhh, yes, perhaps ‘twist’ is not the right word? staring at stars, reducing the distance with one mussheron thought pumpingoutside of time, it’s, ummmm, hmmmm, it’s a challenge? a twist wrapped in an enigma. oh! I’ve got it, it’s a key with no lock.
A key with no lock?
Two smooth bottoms press down on cotton, Yes… a key, without a lock, no lock anywhere, anywhere in the Universe! four eyes look up, billions of possibilities look down.
The top row of the white woman’s teeth lower and rise, a sliver of spit threads from top to bottom, I understand, she says slowly, yes, I feel it, I don’t understand it, but yes, I feel it – a key with no lock, of course, and freedom? with you? at last? brow furrowing, confused by her own words.
Good, now you are in the right frame of mind – an open mind… we can begin.
Both women take a deep breath.
Candles burn slowly, hot magic simmers inside mushroomed blood, The first question, the black woman states, your answer must, it MUST be the first thing that POPS into your head… you MUST be honest with yourself, ok? sucking her own tongue.
But what if my answer is wrong? What if the first POP into my brain… is wrong?
She smiles, There are no wrong answers in this game, there are only, ummm, ‘answers.’
Ok, she says quietly.
Relaxing much deeper into the mattress, OK POP! What is your favorite animal? go on, POP it out, be honest, what is your favorite animal?
1. Dear reader,
write down your answer please – what is your favorite animal?